What made it click?
How did you change?
What made you commit to this new life?
These are some of the questions I have gotten since I began to transform my body into a healthier being back in the Fall of 2015.
During the Summer of 2015 I lived in London while completing my thesis for my Master’s degree. Everything about that time was a dream. As someone known for their love of living in London, I had no real complaints. EXCEPT! I felt so uncomfortable in my own skin. I desperately just wanted to love myself. I felt like my big bones and genetics doomed me forever. There was no way I could love my body and with that, I didn’t understand how anyone else could love my body.
I remember so vivid being inside the Forever 21at Westfield London. Staring at myself in the mirror thinking this is the best it’s going to get. I felt like a sack of potatoes. Harsh… YES! But it’s true. And yet, I kept living my Best Life in London. I finished my Master’s, I went on an incredible date that included being kissed in the middle of Picaddily Circus at 2am and I got to have a brief stint of living in Chelsea. But that dream had to come to an end because my visa was about to expire. So I board my plane back to Seattle with an unknown future.
It’s funny, you don’t realize how easy it is being a kid or even a teenager or a college student until it’s gone. Because when it ends, the future becomes 100% unpredictable. You don’t if you’ll find a job right away and you have no clue how to actually meet someone in person. It can be a very shocking experience. I will be the first to admit, I hated it. The realization that student was no longer my goto title killed me. So in the Fall of 2015, I moved back into my parents’ basement (truth be told my childhood bedroom is in the basement, but you get what I’m trying to say). I had no plans except maybe move back to LA in the New Year. However, I had 3 months to figure life out.
I didn’t figure life out, but I decided that after following Kayla Itsines & a bunch of BBG Girls I would at least try to jump on the fitness train. And like all BBG Girls, I started an Instagram account as well.
It’s now been over two years since I started BBG. I have had ups and downs and new begins and failures and I have learned a lot. But one thing I know for sure is, sometimes I forget why I started. So I have decided to start a blog post series about my journey, reflecting on 4 weeks at a time because that’s how often Kayla suggests taking progress pictures. This is My BBG Journey and this was my first four weeks of daily rambles.
START DATE: October 5, 2015
END DATE: November 1, 2015